It's been 2 years since I blogged! And now I'm back. :D well, I'm still in Ulu Tiram, the place that I used to hate but I guess I'm not anymore. I've decided to stay here until the day God wants me to be somewhere else. So I'll pray for this city, and for the school I'm working in, and for my students.
I remember a line from a Worship Leader in SIB Serdang, she said "ini kota di mana Tuhan tempatkan kita, pasti Tuhan ada tujuan Dia". I couldn't say amen to that before but now I will say out loud; AMEN! He got His purpose for me to be here and I shouldn't keep on saying no to Him. I believe He has already starts to put this town in my heart.
But that's not the only reason why I decided to stay. I attended SIB Serdang during the time when I couldn't fit in to any church here, but I have to leave the church because of someone. Oh, not exactly like that. I need to keave because I need to stay away from the source of pain. I could go crazy and be in a lot of pain when I see that someone in church, so in order to make things better, and to not make anyone feels uncomfortable (if any), I choose to leave. So it's because of me.
I do not regret my decision to leave the place I love, because I know it's the best I could do for the people I love. Maybe I'll go back, if God wants me too. Maybe I won't, but it's okay. I believe God has plan my future and I need not to be afraid.
I have a lot of things to share but I'll save it for the next post. Til then! ^_^
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